Phew. I am getting nowhere fast. Dear daughter is still absorbing every ounce of my time and energy, not to mention draining my cupboards and bank account at every opportunity. Right now I’m off work and on suicide watch again. Social services and CAMHS don’t really want to get involved – have been advised to take her to A&E if she threatens suicide again, or call an ambulance if she won’t get in the car. I’m so tired. I have so much to do and so little strength left.